Points of turning

Today is the 10th times I have tried to deactivate my facybooky. I guess FB is something that bring harms to me (ONLY). Human are not perfect, and it is important if a man/woman knows what gives harm to him/her, shouldn't they stop it? I guess yes... Now I know, Fb were giving me some emotional crank and my soul feel uncomfortable with it.. It started with niat of knowing the updates.. but yeah slowly its started to go further and further from its objectives. For me, I believe that virtual life is my weakness.


Life is deceiving indeed, shows you love but in an imperfect way, unfair affair but world is fair enough to show your good and bad is paid off for everything that you might have done in the past... what I have now, I just wana let go everything that comforts my vibes, careless about heart2heart thing, and even to adhere people's tongue.. all i wanted is to pay my attention to Allah, my family, my study of Ilm, friends (the one that reminds me of God 24/7) and as well as my career. well its really not too late for me, a quote of "do it now", "now or never" meant a lot to me, I guess I couldn't delay more.


Speaking of delay, it reminds me of our convocation day that will be held on 10.10.11 .. next Monday ! I guess its a grand day for me as well as my IIUM friends. Will be getting my pay this week and hopefully I could just spend it wise for my attire and head cover specifically cream color. I wish my convocation day would be like a day of malay engagement. It seems grand but not like a marriage reception.


I am definitely not a 4 flatter but I realize that myself, subhanAllah, I am talented tho I never expected it to be me, reading is not gona work for me, study is not gona work for me... I love syntax, I love computer knowledge and I love to write a fiction etc, I guess I'm not trying a even harder midst to succeed in achieving dreams, perhaps its not hundred years later when I get to hold the stick, walking with my grandchildren. Its "Now or never".


I am so thankful the knowledge for being someone creative, HE owns that all.. I would wana be the whole package muslimah and not to extremity, HE gives and keep giving every inch of HIS ni'mah... I can never thank HIM except to abide the rules and regulations for being HIS servants. 


Indeed, all I wanted is to be in Jannah with my family, relatives, friends, teachers and other muslimin and muslimat.  

Artikel 1 - Peranan Kerajaan dan Rakyat Malaysia (part 1)

Malaysia merupakan salah sebuah negara yang sedang mengecapi kesejahteraan hidup di samping sedang membangun dari segi kemahiran, teknologi dan sistem pentadbirannya. Dalam erti kata lain, Malaysia mempunyai kedudukan negara yang strategik di mana ia melambangkan satu simbol dan contoh gaya hidup yang mengamalkan sikap toleransi di antara semua kaum yang berbeza. Malaysia telah dipupuk untuk menjadi sebuah negara yang aman dan makmur sejak pemerintahan pihak luar memandangkan untuk mengecapi kemerdekaan pada masa lalu, semua yakni tidak kira latar belakang masyarakat atau jenis kaum masyarakat itu, harus dan rela hati untuk bersatu demi mencapai kebebasan dalam semua aspek.

Sebuah negara tidak akan ada landasannya jika setiap satu butir yang bernyawa dan tidak bernyawa sama sekali tiada berperanan. Kepentingan kerajaan terletak di tangan rakyat dan kepentingan rakyat terletak pada bahu kerajaan. Ungkapan ini menjelaskan bahawa institusi kerajaan amat memerlukan luahan rakyat untuk memastikan negara sentiasa dalam keadaan yang terjamin dan juga teratur. Tetapi apa yang kita dapat saksikan sekarang, segelintir masyarakat di negara kita tidak kira latar belakang mereka masih tiada sikap keterbukaan untuk menimba ideologi baru, ini mungkin disebabkan kesan daripada segelintir masyarakat yang boleh dikatakan merupakan 'golongan ancaman' yang kerajaan harus hadapi.




akan bersambung...
 

Prose - EkspreSi CiNta

Kata-kata sukar diungkap, setiap butir daripadanya merupakan emas di kelopak jiwa... Jiwa yang melangkau setiap bayang-bayang yang ingin disayangi dan tidak sesekali mahu rapuh di dahan rontaan sang pencinta. Tiada apa yang sama melainkan jiwa yang telah terpisah jauh namun sentiasa dekat pabila mata dipejam... Ekspresi cinta, kaulah ciptaan tuhan yang Esa, yang tidak mengenal jiwa dan paras rupa, semulajadi dan sangat dicemburui si hasad yang menggoncang duniawi cinta...

Prose - Love gOes By

I can't define the way love shrines it moves, even the rainbow needs the hiss of rain... I love you, like the hill up the sky. For the first time, when it burns the skin that we held, the touch that been whispered... I know. I never had the rose that I could lay to, I never had the wall that I could lean to... Its all about you. The love that goes by, I never should fear the swizz that you bring, because I know, it is you, the pluperfect camouflage...

Alhamdulillah...

Alhamdulillah... I am no longer jobless InsyAllah. Now I am attached to Hartamas Spa Product, consultation and services, really way beyond my imagination. But still He knows the best, I believe with all my heart that this is one of a way that I could develop my confidence and discipline level and at the same time gives me a push to develop my language skill. By involving and taking a risk in Global marketing and sales will really sacrifice us something, but I hope that it won't cost my time for Allah and my family as well as blogging and writing... I think the most important thing would be the time management, sometimes I'm too way far than having that, but now, its a show time... since its involve the beauty and appearance, I will try my best to be professional enough, wearing a suit with a tip toe heels... masyAllah.. thank you Allah... for giving my mom some rezki to buy me some clothes, indeed its all will go in 555 book hehe... =) now, I'm looking forward for the challenge. Allahu mustaan.

Memory Lane 4 - outing with family...

It was Saturday morning and yeah right after I woke up, I had my shower cuz I know that Saturday is the day that I will hangout with my family. But guess I felt so effing upset cuz my brother cudn't make it and he indeed has a class and a tuition on every Saturday and Sunday. So, I was the one who sent him to school before me and my family went out that day...

So our very first pit stop was AEON credit service @ Olympia Tower, K.L. and then, we headed to Keramat AU AEON shopping centre (also known as Jusco). There was a lil bit crowded that day, and yeah, I was so happy that my mom and dad took us to Kenny's roaster ... My God, alhamdulillah... kan kullo ma'kulat lazeeeeez awi kteeer =) yum yum... we all had this quater meal and three sets of side dishes and drinks. It was awesome lunch and a happy moment with my family and we have a take away set for my brother. After we had the awesome lunch, we went to the Jusco store and had some groceries shopping. Finally we managed to finish our walking at about after Asr prayer. It was really a hot sunny day... my God, perhaps the music that turned around the parking area wud have decreased our hateness to the evening heat hehe... :P

That's not the end of it, we are still went on with the journey by heading ourselves to Giant Batu Caves. So my dad was thinking that he don't have the interest to shop lots more, so instead he sent my mom and my sisters to the Giant, and me following my dad to fetch my brother and sent him back home then I could go to Giant... LOL. well, I managed to get my brother to Giant, and we do got some big stuff... there it goes, CSL handphones... alhamdulillah, now my brother and sister got their new phones ;) Im very salute the malaysian CSL product, totally masyAllah, it did not make me dissapointed... the quality is just great (was thinking to experience their torch berry one day), like my lappy, it fell from a 3 feet high table and still no scratch and damage... but still after the so called 'contraction', I had to wait for about one month to allow it to have self recovery... and now alhamdulillah.., he is back on the line hehe....

Today is Sunday... when I just woke up at 9, I can smell the cake was baking in the oven... it was my sister job, she bakes a cake almost everyday, its marble, most of the time and delicious.. the moment that I couldn't forget was that she bake my birthday cake...  my God, I can tell it was wayyy farr delicious than secret recipe... the chocolate is absorbing your tongue and your taste,,, it was just fine and the richest cake that I have eved had taste so far..  well done sista !!!

So today, we went to Cik Yati house, she was one of my mom's colleague as well as a far cuzin. We paid her a visit to her house at Hulu Langat and bought some of the hot kuih and the marble cake... wow it was hot today... that when I came back, I am so tired and headache, I had a nap after my magrib prayer and just woke up after 3 hours to watch the True beauty season 2.. hehe... now, I have about 6 hours left to wait a biggest moment that will decide my life after this... He knows the best and I'm hoping for the best... Allahu Mustaan.

Latest Status - My Joblessness Journey

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Indeed my home is the most valuable journey and experience. My joblessness has really put me in a big test from HIM, Its been 3 month ++ I have stayed at home. Days after days, He makes me think and makes me realize to do some correction in my intention to get a job.  I received interviews and I didn't get any of the best from HIM yet (from IIUM to Cyberjaya).. Now, I really need a job cuz I know I have to get rid of the PTPTN, to lease a burden (paying bills) , to improve the living, and knowing that it has real purpose, its all for HIM insyAllah and not merely for fun (as what I always supposed)... till today, I feel so grateful that by me staying at home, I should be so thankful that I still could spend my every-days with my papa, mama, and my 3 other siblings (indeed we managed to celebrate my birthday together). 
During my days at home till today, Allah has taught me to be patience, to be positive, to be better and last but not least to glean and to improve my attitude as good as possible. He knows the best and with all my heart, I will put my utmost trust upon Him cuz nothing can ever stop Him if anyone in this world could give a best offer ever... 

I guess the greatest opportunity that I have got so far is Dubai's, I was exited at first and realized that I need to... but yeah nothing is blessed if we don't rely upon Him (again, the intention... yet He still knows whats the best), and just few days ago, I came across on the job vacancy for the Qatar airways.. masyAllah, its a flight attendant job, and I wished I could go to Renaissance Hotel tomorrow (Saturday) to submit my CV.. and only last night, I heard in the news that one of Arabic countries has joined the alliance with America to bombard Tripoli, Libya... and it is QATAR, Ya Allah... I was wondering what will happen to me, If any chance I got an opportunity with the airlines there cuz I have to be based in Doha, Qatar. (will Gaddafi launch an attack to Qatar? gosh) .. 

Ok, that's it, no more safe place in this world... God bless us insyAllah. For right now, what's my mama has recommended me so far is that I should join the Jabatan Kemahiran Pembangunan Malaysia,  and perhaps I would have to undergo certain skills (which in the end Allahu musta'an, the government will help you to establish a business platform) and still it don't really matter cuz for right now, I pray for the best and a job that I might will receive one day, and it merely for HIM and to improve myself in the future cuz I know if we put the utmost trust upon HIM, nothing would be impossible... so I am waiting the Monday blue to come cuz my beloved mama will bring me to Wangsa Maju, and that's for now and we'll see about that later... <3