Just a Kiss - Lady antebellum (perfect melodious song for my next prose)

I just love the sound of this song, so sooth.. I know the title isn't appropriate, sayangnya* :P anyhow, Its so emotional that I would wana write a short prose !

Enjoy the music of it ! :D Have a great evening uolls
salam.

To do List 05.10.11

Today, I'm having my sister's ride, mom started to use her car coz my uncle is going back from his sail today. I slept earlier again last night after had my beehun bandung (my favourita) hehe :P and emm, woke up with my asthmatic day.. InshAllah, I'll be fasting today... I have got into trouble, I eat, eat and keep eating... man, I guess I have to stop something that is a weakness of me. I have 3 days more to replace my sawm.

For right now, my learning centre only received few calls out of 5 thousands fliers has been distributed, any possible reason could be. But we still trying our best, and we understand a lot to give than to have for a new establishing learning centre. For me, I have to be good in time management as an Admin staff, and also as a coming BM and English tutor for primary 2 and 3.

Since I have been appointed as a project manager by one consultant (which I knew this fella last time when I worked in a beauty course provider) as a part time job, I'm still deluding myself into the mind of subjective so that I could flow all the ideas within me. Wow, never thought that deeper we analyze our thinking, the tired we become.... huuuu. I guess its a positive thing. I still got few pages to complete, I have completed 85 %. still got 15 % left? what would it be. I wana make sure that this is the best proposal paper that is produced by  IIUM Benl graduate. and hoping that I could complete by today (Wednesday) chewahhh :P Ameen.

So yeah, I'll be waiting for my sister tonight at 7 to have iftar around sri gombak... :) since my working hours have changed, now its from 10.00am to 7pm. I guess its reallygood, and Im thankful to Allah as He is made it easy for me, there are so many things I could do before 10am and after 7pm, I could spend my night at mosque InshAllah :)

That's for now.

Sayonara -Ainn-

Thanksgiving Kenduri Plan 08.10.11

My convocation day is getting  near and I just got my pay alhamdulillah, I have this in mind a month before, the plan to make a Thanksgiving Kenduri at my house. Its a great time insyAllah. My uncle just got back from Abu Dhabi, my grandma and grandpa is here, so I can tell its a great coincidence. Maybe its not merely for myself, but for my sister who already graduated last year, for my brother who is going to sit for SPM next 30 days, as well as for everything that we have achieved so far including the new extensional of our house :P I'm just hoping that this would be the time that we can strengthen the silaturrahim and get close with each one of us...

Well the dinner as we wanted it to be at night, would be the masakan kampung, people do enjoy it nowadays and it also served in the Kenduri Kahwin everyday, tired of nasi minyak I guess :P I'm hoping that my friend could join me to have the kenduri as well. The merrier it would be, the more barakah it would be.

That's the thought for now.
sayonara

Points of turning

Today is the 10th times I have tried to deactivate my facybooky. I guess FB is something that bring harms to me (ONLY). Human are not perfect, and it is important if a man/woman knows what gives harm to him/her, shouldn't they stop it? I guess yes... Now I know, Fb were giving me some emotional crank and my soul feel uncomfortable with it.. It started with niat of knowing the updates.. but yeah slowly its started to go further and further from its objectives. For me, I believe that virtual life is my weakness.


Life is deceiving indeed, shows you love but in an imperfect way, unfair affair but world is fair enough to show your good and bad is paid off for everything that you might have done in the past... what I have now, I just wana let go everything that comforts my vibes, careless about heart2heart thing, and even to adhere people's tongue.. all i wanted is to pay my attention to Allah, my family, my study of Ilm, friends (the one that reminds me of God 24/7) and as well as my career. well its really not too late for me, a quote of "do it now", "now or never" meant a lot to me, I guess I couldn't delay more.


Speaking of delay, it reminds me of our convocation day that will be held on 10.10.11 .. next Monday ! I guess its a grand day for me as well as my IIUM friends. Will be getting my pay this week and hopefully I could just spend it wise for my attire and head cover specifically cream color. I wish my convocation day would be like a day of malay engagement. It seems grand but not like a marriage reception.


I am definitely not a 4 flatter but I realize that myself, subhanAllah, I am talented tho I never expected it to be me, reading is not gona work for me, study is not gona work for me... I love syntax, I love computer knowledge and I love to write a fiction etc, I guess I'm not trying a even harder midst to succeed in achieving dreams, perhaps its not hundred years later when I get to hold the stick, walking with my grandchildren. Its "Now or never".


I am so thankful the knowledge for being someone creative, HE owns that all.. I would wana be the whole package muslimah and not to extremity, HE gives and keep giving every inch of HIS ni'mah... I can never thank HIM except to abide the rules and regulations for being HIS servants. 


Indeed, all I wanted is to be in Jannah with my family, relatives, friends, teachers and other muslimin and muslimat.  

Artikel 1 - Peranan Kerajaan dan Rakyat Malaysia (part 1)

Malaysia merupakan salah sebuah negara yang sedang mengecapi kesejahteraan hidup di samping sedang membangun dari segi kemahiran, teknologi dan sistem pentadbirannya. Dalam erti kata lain, Malaysia mempunyai kedudukan negara yang strategik di mana ia melambangkan satu simbol dan contoh gaya hidup yang mengamalkan sikap toleransi di antara semua kaum yang berbeza. Malaysia telah dipupuk untuk menjadi sebuah negara yang aman dan makmur sejak pemerintahan pihak luar memandangkan untuk mengecapi kemerdekaan pada masa lalu, semua yakni tidak kira latar belakang masyarakat atau jenis kaum masyarakat itu, harus dan rela hati untuk bersatu demi mencapai kebebasan dalam semua aspek.

Sebuah negara tidak akan ada landasannya jika setiap satu butir yang bernyawa dan tidak bernyawa sama sekali tiada berperanan. Kepentingan kerajaan terletak di tangan rakyat dan kepentingan rakyat terletak pada bahu kerajaan. Ungkapan ini menjelaskan bahawa institusi kerajaan amat memerlukan luahan rakyat untuk memastikan negara sentiasa dalam keadaan yang terjamin dan juga teratur. Tetapi apa yang kita dapat saksikan sekarang, segelintir masyarakat di negara kita tidak kira latar belakang mereka masih tiada sikap keterbukaan untuk menimba ideologi baru, ini mungkin disebabkan kesan daripada segelintir masyarakat yang boleh dikatakan merupakan 'golongan ancaman' yang kerajaan harus hadapi.




akan bersambung...
 

Prose - EkspreSi CiNta

Kata-kata sukar diungkap, setiap butir daripadanya merupakan emas di kelopak jiwa... Jiwa yang melangkau setiap bayang-bayang yang ingin disayangi dan tidak sesekali mahu rapuh di dahan rontaan sang pencinta. Tiada apa yang sama melainkan jiwa yang telah terpisah jauh namun sentiasa dekat pabila mata dipejam... Ekspresi cinta, kaulah ciptaan tuhan yang Esa, yang tidak mengenal jiwa dan paras rupa, semulajadi dan sangat dicemburui si hasad yang menggoncang duniawi cinta...

Prose - Love gOes By

I can't define the way love shrines it moves, even the rainbow needs the hiss of rain... I love you, like the hill up the sky. For the first time, when it burns the skin that we held, the touch that been whispered... I know. I never had the rose that I could lay to, I never had the wall that I could lean to... Its all about you. The love that goes by, I never should fear the swizz that you bring, because I know, it is you, the pluperfect camouflage...