Prose - Reciting Life

Sky high lives in the cloud, wishing it could be the right moment to drag the line within its fay. I would say to my life as there is nothing that I could lose with if I went escape from something that I like the most which causing harms silently.merciless.hopeless shutter of the doors. Suffocating from a heart breaks, there is no wonder like a heart that receives and feels the love of God. I miss her smiles.stares.touches without she knowing the whole line that I have. In heart says forget.lose.dump and nothing is going cost.chase.love you like you did to her.them.him. Honestly, love is hard to be heard but easy to be deceived. ain't it? I ask myself when the strokes of love came towards the last straw, is it just gone.fade.wiped away just like a sunny head goes down. But I forgot, that I have something called bliss.bless.bash in my sweetest life apart from my weak.bold.flaw in my life. God knows and I put my wholly trust.believe.faith unto Him. I ain't no a perfect.best.doubtless person but I have God to put everything.something.anything so that I know, I can recite the life the way I wanted by His guidance - Al-Quran and As-Sunnah.

This is the video of Edward Maya - This is my life

Il-Divo - Regresa A Mi

Its from Unbreak my heart - Toni Braxton
I'm in love with this spanish version song... just heard this in the Traxx fm this morning, perfect. Makes me to recall the all sweet memories, reminds me of my beloved friends  :P *chewahh*

Enjoy :)

Pizza and Foody Night

Alhamdulillah...
Yesterday was a food night I guess... I had my sister's ride after finishing our work, deciding which place to eat *nak makan pun susah kan?* with the 58.10 MYR for 'D' pizza houz, I can get 2 regular Pizza, stick bread, garlic bread, chicken popcorn and a 100 plus big bottle.  Man, I had it with my sister... its so cool, its been a long time that I never had a pizza in the restaurant.. the last time was in sunway pyramid few 10 years ago hehehe. the recent office pizza is few weeks ago with my generous manager. :)

We had all the pizza without a single drink in the hiatus. Coz it will make me full and its not good to have drink while eating right? *yelah tu* ... anyway, I love the chicken pepperoni. Honestly I love cheesy things when it comes to pizza albeit I ordered one the regular pizza with a double decker cheese... man i thought its free, and it end up with 5 MYR extra charges huahuahua :p well, we end up with bring some leftovers *or baki* to home :)

Later at night, pak su brought us few nasi lemak and satay... and I during that time, was so effing full and cudn't take anymore so decided to only have some bits of satay. Alhamdulillah to all food that has lain their nutrition in my tummy. LOL

That's for now :P

Just a Kiss - Lady antebellum (perfect melodious song for my next prose)

I just love the sound of this song, so sooth.. I know the title isn't appropriate, sayangnya* :P anyhow, Its so emotional that I would wana write a short prose !

Enjoy the music of it ! :D Have a great evening uolls
salam.

To do List 05.10.11

Today, I'm having my sister's ride, mom started to use her car coz my uncle is going back from his sail today. I slept earlier again last night after had my beehun bandung (my favourita) hehe :P and emm, woke up with my asthmatic day.. InshAllah, I'll be fasting today... I have got into trouble, I eat, eat and keep eating... man, I guess I have to stop something that is a weakness of me. I have 3 days more to replace my sawm.

For right now, my learning centre only received few calls out of 5 thousands fliers has been distributed, any possible reason could be. But we still trying our best, and we understand a lot to give than to have for a new establishing learning centre. For me, I have to be good in time management as an Admin staff, and also as a coming BM and English tutor for primary 2 and 3.

Since I have been appointed as a project manager by one consultant (which I knew this fella last time when I worked in a beauty course provider) as a part time job, I'm still deluding myself into the mind of subjective so that I could flow all the ideas within me. Wow, never thought that deeper we analyze our thinking, the tired we become.... huuuu. I guess its a positive thing. I still got few pages to complete, I have completed 85 %. still got 15 % left? what would it be. I wana make sure that this is the best proposal paper that is produced by  IIUM Benl graduate. and hoping that I could complete by today (Wednesday) chewahhh :P Ameen.

So yeah, I'll be waiting for my sister tonight at 7 to have iftar around sri gombak... :) since my working hours have changed, now its from 10.00am to 7pm. I guess its reallygood, and Im thankful to Allah as He is made it easy for me, there are so many things I could do before 10am and after 7pm, I could spend my night at mosque InshAllah :)

That's for now.

Sayonara -Ainn-

Thanksgiving Kenduri Plan 08.10.11

My convocation day is getting  near and I just got my pay alhamdulillah, I have this in mind a month before, the plan to make a Thanksgiving Kenduri at my house. Its a great time insyAllah. My uncle just got back from Abu Dhabi, my grandma and grandpa is here, so I can tell its a great coincidence. Maybe its not merely for myself, but for my sister who already graduated last year, for my brother who is going to sit for SPM next 30 days, as well as for everything that we have achieved so far including the new extensional of our house :P I'm just hoping that this would be the time that we can strengthen the silaturrahim and get close with each one of us...

Well the dinner as we wanted it to be at night, would be the masakan kampung, people do enjoy it nowadays and it also served in the Kenduri Kahwin everyday, tired of nasi minyak I guess :P I'm hoping that my friend could join me to have the kenduri as well. The merrier it would be, the more barakah it would be.

That's the thought for now.
sayonara

Points of turning

Today is the 10th times I have tried to deactivate my facybooky. I guess FB is something that bring harms to me (ONLY). Human are not perfect, and it is important if a man/woman knows what gives harm to him/her, shouldn't they stop it? I guess yes... Now I know, Fb were giving me some emotional crank and my soul feel uncomfortable with it.. It started with niat of knowing the updates.. but yeah slowly its started to go further and further from its objectives. For me, I believe that virtual life is my weakness.


Life is deceiving indeed, shows you love but in an imperfect way, unfair affair but world is fair enough to show your good and bad is paid off for everything that you might have done in the past... what I have now, I just wana let go everything that comforts my vibes, careless about heart2heart thing, and even to adhere people's tongue.. all i wanted is to pay my attention to Allah, my family, my study of Ilm, friends (the one that reminds me of God 24/7) and as well as my career. well its really not too late for me, a quote of "do it now", "now or never" meant a lot to me, I guess I couldn't delay more.


Speaking of delay, it reminds me of our convocation day that will be held on 10.10.11 .. next Monday ! I guess its a grand day for me as well as my IIUM friends. Will be getting my pay this week and hopefully I could just spend it wise for my attire and head cover specifically cream color. I wish my convocation day would be like a day of malay engagement. It seems grand but not like a marriage reception.


I am definitely not a 4 flatter but I realize that myself, subhanAllah, I am talented tho I never expected it to be me, reading is not gona work for me, study is not gona work for me... I love syntax, I love computer knowledge and I love to write a fiction etc, I guess I'm not trying a even harder midst to succeed in achieving dreams, perhaps its not hundred years later when I get to hold the stick, walking with my grandchildren. Its "Now or never".


I am so thankful the knowledge for being someone creative, HE owns that all.. I would wana be the whole package muslimah and not to extremity, HE gives and keep giving every inch of HIS ni'mah... I can never thank HIM except to abide the rules and regulations for being HIS servants. 


Indeed, all I wanted is to be in Jannah with my family, relatives, friends, teachers and other muslimin and muslimat.